I am thankful to God for giving me such wonderful friends who gave me their fullest support when I am at my lowest point. They kept me company, hugged and pushed me on so that I didn't feel alone.
Surprisingly, it has only been a few days since the break up and I really didn't know how long it was going to take me to get this over and done with. Yet, it didn't feel like I had just gotten out of a relationship. I felt normal, happy and contented. The fasting month is helping me to slim down a little. Haha and exams are finally over!
Like what Qin had said, He is not the right one for me. So with the support of all you dear friends of mine, I will get through this and move on! Who knows really, I might hook up with a hot and rich new one! hahaha!
Yesterday was one of my happiest days. We finally finished our last paper and I almost died trying to finish writing those long essays! My dear friends and I celebrated by watching Final Destination 4 and had a very traditional dinner at Geylang. I almost died also because Geylang was so stuffy and all. But I must say, I really enjoyed the company.
So today, this entry will be dedicated to my Malay Kampung and my two bimbo girls. I love you guys more than ever!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
single, again
And so, it's official.
I didn't really expect that it will end this soon. I mean, I know that one day the separation will come back again to haunt us. What choice do we have anyway? His parents hate the fact that we are together. It doesn't help that the religion is always a barrier.
I am sad that it had to happen now, with attachment coming and exams still ongoing(Lodgings paper was dumb by the way). I guess both of us had a part to play in the breakup. Both of us were stubborn and had refused to accept reality right from the start.
But I believed that both of us had learnt something from this 39-month long relationship. There were definitely ups and downs like any other relationship and times when we really struggled to keep the relationship going. But, I must say, the good times we shared really overpowered all those bad memories we had.
We laughed, punched, scold and grew fat together. He was there for me all the time, encouraging and comforting me even when I was at my brattiest behaviour. Maybe the initial message might be a blessing in disguise.I miss his hugs, I really do.
Aww man. my eyes are so swollen now.
I hope you are doing better than I am my dear. You will always be in my heart. I love you
I didn't really expect that it will end this soon. I mean, I know that one day the separation will come back again to haunt us. What choice do we have anyway? His parents hate the fact that we are together. It doesn't help that the religion is always a barrier.
I am sad that it had to happen now, with attachment coming and exams still ongoing(Lodgings paper was dumb by the way). I guess both of us had a part to play in the breakup. Both of us were stubborn and had refused to accept reality right from the start.
But I believed that both of us had learnt something from this 39-month long relationship. There were definitely ups and downs like any other relationship and times when we really struggled to keep the relationship going. But, I must say, the good times we shared really overpowered all those bad memories we had.
We laughed, punched, scold and grew fat together. He was there for me all the time, encouraging and comforting me even when I was at my brattiest behaviour. Maybe the initial message might be a blessing in disguise.I miss his hugs, I really do.
Aww man. my eyes are so swollen now.
I hope you are doing better than I am my dear. You will always be in my heart. I love you
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
back once more
I am finally back into blogging after so many months of not doing so. So here I am, once again, yet another new blog link, new template and starting on a pretty new life soon.
This blog will be kept low profile so if you happen to read this, you're really one of those whom I trust. It's almost midnight and I think you might be wondering why in the world am I not in bed ? Well, it is really quite simple. I cannot sleep because of the flu. sad sad. sad news indeed
Exams are coming soon and I am pretty nervous since my current status of exam mode is completely all wrong. By the way, today happens to be my last day at Islandlife at Palawan before I start mugging and attachment! I should be back soon when I feel like it, will really miss all the girls especially my short ones! You know who you are! Will miss eating macs late at night with Songgie and Qin.
Save up for Japan next year you too!
Okay I shall go to sleep. The medication is taking its effect and my laptop is dying sooon! GOOD NIGHT
This blog will be kept low profile so if you happen to read this, you're really one of those whom I trust. It's almost midnight and I think you might be wondering why in the world am I not in bed ? Well, it is really quite simple. I cannot sleep because of the flu. sad sad. sad news indeed
Exams are coming soon and I am pretty nervous since my current status of exam mode is completely all wrong. By the way, today happens to be my last day at Islandlife at Palawan before I start mugging and attachment! I should be back soon when I feel like it, will really miss all the girls especially my short ones! You know who you are! Will miss eating macs late at night with Songgie and Qin.
Save up for Japan next year you too!
Okay I shall go to sleep. The medication is taking its effect and my laptop is dying sooon! GOOD NIGHT
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