I think the constant late nights have finally taken a toll on me.

I have been out and about since last Wednesday!

God. I prolly should sleepover at someone's house and watch DVD instead of going out for New Year.

I really enjoyed the whole of this weekend. EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT. I think my face says it all.

horrible mood on happy times

I woke up to realise that it's already that time of the month.

No wonder I'm so bloated and feeling so tired. SO NOT IN THE XMAS MOOD.


I FEEL FAT AND OMG BREAKOUTS!

LOVE STUPID JOKES, LOUD LAUGHTER AND TAKING STUPID PHOTOS TOGETHER.

AND MOST OF ALL, LOVE MY BFFs

THANKS FOR MAKING MY FRIDAY SO HAPPENING

screwed.


Got a major migraine now. My god. And a whole load of things to do. SAVE ME

Loves GOOD COMPANY, GOOD FOOD, GOOD DEALS,GOOD MOVIES & GOOD BOOKS

LOVES GOOD COMPANY, GOOD FOOD, GOOD DEALS, GOOD MOVIES & GOOD BOOKS


I was pretty tired after today's event really. Was also quite bothered over something L had told me about earlier. Kinda dampened my mood so I decided to call Bern for a chat.

She was busy at that point of time, so I decided to just emo while listening to Bobs. Bobs was playing Jai Ho by Pussycat Dolls. Anyway, after event, I met with Brie for a chat and thinking that we could prolly catch a movie since I was feeling pretty screwed.

But, dear friend of mine was too exhausted so we went our separate ways after our lovely Pastamania dinner. So much for a nice date.

Decided to meet the whole Zack fam after Mother told me they were heading back to Causeway Point from town. And, love love.

Father surprised me with two brand new hoodies from Uniqlo and another Gap tee to add to my collection. Yay thanks!

Hurhur! and he offered to buy Xbox for short sis and me but I figured we should just prolly save the money. yay!


Hope you JBP colleagues had fun ystd!

Movies tomorrow anyone?

eh penat ah

Miss you guysssssss.

I am currently hooked to Boys Like Girls/Taylor Swift - Two is better than one. go listen go go go.

Walau my throat sucks please. I feel like digging it out.

heartbreaker.

Am I that naive that guys just think that they can make a fool out of me?

Or have I been so crazy in love with them that I chose to shut one bloody eye and allow myself to get cheated? Blinded by love my god

so sad so sad.

ai si ni ar, please remind yourself not to tell guys WO AI SI NI so easily and get yourself into deep shit again.

3 times are more than enough!

MUST learn from your earlier mistakes!

my name is Rain

BFF, sis and me went for a drive to town earlier and it was quite messy initially.

I mean, I was already at Orchard with Sobs and I actually went back to CWP just because someone didn't know how to drive there............ HAHA

Okay okay. Sorry BFF didn't mean to sound ungrateful there. LOL

We went to watch Ninja Assassin at The Grand Cathay because it's SATURDAY NIGHT!

TIME FOR THE MOVIES BABY!

Thank god we had booked online because it was already selling fast when we got there at 7pm.

The movie is pretty bloody and woah I must say, leading actor is really super hot maaaaaaaaaaan! I was practically drooling maaaaaaaaaaaan.

Should go watch it soon okay guys.

OLE is such a bitch. I wanted to do my E-Journal and something went wrong please. Must do it with my desktop but I'm being such a lazy brat.

So tomorrow then. Or should I say, later morning? LOL.

By the way. I dread going to FB. Everyone's seem to be having fun, and yet here I am growing fatter by the day sitting in front of the comp 24/7.

Man. I wish SIP will end soon. Holiday trip hurry come!

fridayyy

It's a PH oh my god. yay!

I kinda forgot that my blog existed actually. I have been rambling and emailing the Malay Kampung mates about work and it didn't strike to me to also update this personal space of mine too.

It was a family outing to the zoo today. For some reason, my cousin kept insisting that I should get attached and that I have set wayyy too high expectations.

I seriously don't think so. Too high meh? What to do, good single men these days are really rare. I mean, not that I'm in a rush. I actually think I'm happier being single since the MAJOR breakup 3 months ago. I mean, let things happen naturally lor. Love to have a boyfriend to send me love messages and pick me up from work, but nahhh if it's meant to be, it will happen naturally.

For now, I just want to spend more time with my friends and family first.

I do wonder sometimes how he is doing after the breakup though. It's hard to be best friends again after this whole dating episode really. Seems like I have lost a best friend there.

Anyway, I was reading the news of the recent rape case at Woodlands this morning and I really can't imagine how those guys could have actually thought of committing the act. My God.

Turns me off totally. What in the world is happening to our guys. Don't be so desperate please.

Separate note altogether, I think I will really miss you Huang Jie when you leave. You're like a Da Jie to me man. I feel that I can really confide in you and I will miss listening to your sisterly advice.

REALLY WISH (two fingers crossed) you do not have to go, but if you really have to, I hope you find the joy you have always wanted to have. The important thing is that you must be happy and satisfied!

AND AZNI, YOU SHOULD START RUNNING AGAIN SOON AND STOP G-MARKETING!

The launch of a new beginning

Tomorrow will be the start of my attachment officially. I am quite nervous at the thought of it. I mean, it's a new enviroment, new people and a total new start.

I have been told to report to my workplace at 9am for an orientation program before going over to another attraction in the afternoon. Boy, I'm going to do a lot of walking and travelling tomorrow. I am bringing some essentials (water bottle/cap/sunblock) to prepare myself.

I barely know any of the students assigned to the same company as mine. Oh myyy. It's okay Azni, stayyy positive! I am sure it will be all fine yes. I can't wait for tomorrow's dinner with the girls!

6 months will fly past quickly!

life with loving friends

I am thankful to God for giving me such wonderful friends who gave me their fullest support when I am at my lowest point. They kept me company, hugged and pushed me on so that I didn't feel alone.

Surprisingly, it has only been a few days since the break up and I really didn't know how long it was going to take me to get this over and done with. Yet, it didn't feel like I had just gotten out of a relationship. I felt normal, happy and contented. The fasting month is helping me to slim down a little. Haha and exams are finally over!

Like what Qin had said, He is not the right one for me. So with the support of all you dear friends of mine, I will get through this and move on! Who knows really, I might hook up with a hot and rich new one! hahaha!

Yesterday was one of my happiest days. We finally finished our last paper and I almost died trying to finish writing those long essays! My dear friends and I celebrated by watching Final Destination 4 and had a very traditional dinner at Geylang. I almost died also because Geylang was so stuffy and all. But I must say, I really enjoyed the company.

So today, this entry will be dedicated to my Malay Kampung and my two bimbo girls. I love you guys more than ever!

single, again

And so, it's official.

I didn't really expect that it will end this soon. I mean, I know that one day the separation will come back again to haunt us. What choice do we have anyway? His parents hate the fact that we are together. It doesn't help that the religion is always a barrier.

I am sad that it had to happen now, with attachment coming and exams still ongoing(Lodgings paper was dumb by the way). I guess both of us had a part to play in the breakup. Both of us were stubborn and had refused to accept reality right from the start.

But I believed that both of us had learnt something from this 39-month long relationship. There were definitely ups and downs like any other relationship and times when we really struggled to keep the relationship going. But, I must say, the good times we shared really overpowered all those bad memories we had.

We laughed, punched, scold and grew fat together. He was there for me all the time, encouraging and comforting me even when I was at my brattiest behaviour. Maybe the initial message might be a blessing in disguise.I miss his hugs, I really do.

Aww man. my eyes are so swollen now.
I hope you are doing better than I am my dear. You will always be in my heart. I love you

back once more

I am finally back into blogging after so many months of not doing so. So here I am, once again, yet another new blog link, new template and starting on a pretty new life soon.

This blog will be kept low profile so if you happen to read this, you're really one of those whom I trust. It's almost midnight and I think you might be wondering why in the world am I not in bed ? Well, it is really quite simple. I cannot sleep because of the flu. sad sad. sad news indeed

Exams are coming soon and I am pretty nervous since my current status of exam mode is completely all wrong. By the way, today happens to be my last day at Islandlife at Palawan before I start mugging and attachment! I should be back soon when I feel like it, will really miss all the girls especially my short ones! You know who you are! Will miss eating macs late at night with Songgie and Qin.

Save up for Japan next year you too!

Okay I shall go to sleep. The medication is taking its effect and my laptop is dying sooon! GOOD NIGHT